Sunday, December 27, 2009

LOng Holidays are great!

I was back from KL just last Wed. TOmorrow I will be going there again(this time following my family members). ^^

I just love it. I recently attended a Christmas Party in JOshua's house. It was great, as most of my school mates were there as well. We really had fun(played games, had a nice meal, and singing songs).

Yes...I will be going down again, this time till January 6(i guess).
Will be celebrating New Year, Camilia jie jie's organising a party! It will surely be a fun and great one, i am sure.

Next year, I will be taking my diploma for piano, and continueing my violin(g6, aftr i failed tis year). Then I will also be taking my driving lisence, and most probably try to get a part time job also. ^^


Really can't wait to go. Still, I also miss home a lot. >.<
hem.....With all these activities, I will not be so lonely and think about the sad things anymore. I still feel kind of lonely.


ah...Nvm. TIme passes.
^^

Friday, December 18, 2009

TIred but fun day. >.<

>.< Yay! I am now in Hartamas. TOday was a really tiring day. We(melisa, Ant, Hugo, Sam, Bernard) went down to Pudu at 9.40. Unfortunately during the trip, the bus driver forgot to put the brake then the bus reverse itself and knocked a car. OMg. Luckily, the bus just got some scratches and the car got a big dent.>.< so, they took some time to settle it, and it was raining during the trip, so we reached PUDu about 2(quite late compared to what we expect). THen, we took the LRT to Masjid Jamek, then we took KTM to Subang Jaya(8 to 9 stops*siao eh*), then a bus to SUnway Piramid. >.< it was tiring!! Imagine, walking with our big big bags around the area....Really siao d!! aahh..
FInally we reached Sunway PIramid at 5! It's crazy! After that, Melisa and I(Ant and his gang went to their hotel already) quickly went to Secret REcipe to eat!(we didn't eat since morning!!)
>.< THe food was nice, EXCEPT for the mushroom soup! ERGH! I regretted ordering it! >.< It tasted like burnt soup!

THen we went out to find Melisa's brothers. GUess what!? Melisa saw this one handbag(for 5seconds), and just bought it. =.=' waw! GEng. haha.
At last at 7+, we found her brothers+gfs+SweoFook, they were like,"what! You two walk around with these big bags??!!" -.-''
WEll, we did not have a choice....But then they helped us to carry our bags already(^^). haha.
THen both of us went around SUnway Pyramid for shopping. We bought many earrings, necklace, hairpins, and I bought a blouse, and played in the arcade for a while. We were really drained....>.<
NOw we are back in her apartment in HArtamas, nice house, really. It's like a hotel itself! Great!

Btw, I am extending my stay here, until Wednesday. THis is because Melisa's Brothers beh pang sim let us go home alone. Nyek! haha! So, ok loh....FOllowing them back on Wednesday. (though I would like to go home to 55 take my driving lisence thingy.....in the other hand, staying here is nice also..-,-; but I am really using money like mad!! Just today I spend almost 100+ already!) =,='


So, tomorrow we are going to the Cosmic Festival in Sunway Pyramid, and SUngai Wang, and etc.etc.etc. JUst like that for now.. >.<

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I don't know whats happening to me.

I am going to be crazy soon!
Well, To YOU...YOu...it's not like what you think. I already think about this for a long time d. I really feel that this is not the right moment. I don't want to be tied down. Well, i just want to go on without any worries, though I know that it's impossible. LIfe's change. Life will always change, right?
I am still thinking about you..I still miss you..MIss you, just you, everything about you. I can't believe that this is happening. But, I will try to let it go. It's over for now. NOt now. JUst nt now.
You have just got to think about our future. We cannot improve much if we just stay like this forever. No matter what, if we have fate, yes, we will get togethrt, next time.
All I want is *keep in touch*, cause it's a fact that we can never let go fully.
I still want to know whats going on in your life without me, I want to know that you're doing fine. yes! >.<

Baka..Rmber to take care of yourself, sleep properly, eat properly, stay safe.

Yes, we are all going on and on.....To all my buddies, goodbye to all of ya..I love you guys..and keep in touch ya. MUax.





P.S.
Tommorow I will be going to KL with Melisa dear! ^^ yea...Hope that I will have fun and be able to relax myself fully. >.<
When I am back, I will be going to take my driving lisence. After that, I will be going to KL again, for NeW Year celeb, and probably stay with a few cousins(probably get a job)? hem..
After this, I will take my piano diploma, and hope that my SPM results will be good, and I will apply to go to USM. YEa. If not, Matric or just FORm6. >.< I will go for Art and Music, where I can really express myself. So, mostly it would be some lawyer, or business thingy, or just something without much SCience. leh....>.<

Monday, December 14, 2009

What am I to do? What am I to think?

Well, it seems that I will not be getting my lisence that soon. It's like I really want to do so many things(like work and stuff like that). Still, it's like I can't do any! I haven't. >.<
Well, I shouldn't think too much, I should just enjoy this holiday of mine. JUst wait till next few years, I will be driving like mad(and wished that I didn't even have any lisence!!) and I will be working away(and wished that I had more more holidays).
Just that my stupid childish mind doesn't allow me to think that way. I am just blinded by the outlook of things.
I want to get lisence, I want to work, I want this and that. =.=' I guess it's normal for a teenager! =.='

aaaahhh!! Stupid me. >.< I just have to enjoy my life, no matter how it's going to be, right? hmm....

**Currently**
I have just read a NIcholas Sparks book(Message in a Bottle). em..
Well, I have also been going to malls often with my family...Lalala!.
Waw! GUess what. I am also watching a japanese drama thingy(Kimi wa Petto). Well, it's kinda funny, and I feel that the main actress looks like.........MELISA!. Wa aw! Really pretty and cool...yeah!

**Can't wait**
Will be going to KL with Melisa this week. Yes!! I am really looking forward to the trip. We'll be going to colleges, to malls(to shop for cny clothing(I can't imagine how much I am going to spend!$$$$), to some cosplay event, and yeah....etc.etc. ahh...great! ^^


P.S.
I went to Starwalk yesterday...Well, it was really packed with ppl!! WHOA!!
I am kind of speechless about it. Nyek! em..But it was fun(though I was not lucky enough to get any prizes) huhu! Haha!. BUt together with like 13000 people who also didn't get any prize, well, it's not that bad..haha!

Friday, December 11, 2009

A day with the past.

Yes indeed. I spent a day in the past. I went out with Melisa, Tofu, and KokCHian. I just don't know why I did it. It's like kinda, Too late to apologize, but I should let it go, shouldn't I? It's quite depressing...
Could anyone tolerate or think of a reason that your loved ones would do things behind your back, and acting innocent in front of you alL the while, then after admitting, asking you to forgive him/her?
Well, it goes to KokChian and Melisa.
BUt hey, Melisa, I don't mean to hurt you here again for keeping the secret that(you noe), away from me. BUt you did tell me d truth in the end. Em...HEy..I forgive you already, please don't think too much. I am just posting it as my own memory, for us.
I want you to know that I really love you, since I started to really appreciate you last time. I do not want us to be apart anymore, ok? PUt all our bad memories behind, well, we could talk about them in d future and just laugh at how childish we were, right? YEs! I love you! (really want to tell you this)

To KOk Chian, I am kind of speechless about you. I could not believe that this is happening. It's kind of stupid that after so long, we did get together again, Just because of a (bday wish). loL! it's quite sad to know that you may be going to America or some other place next time. I still, do not know what you regard me as. I was too young that time. However, from that time, I really appreciate you(that's why I got irritating to you), but I really do not know about you. Is it just a way that everyone does just to treat little sisters, just to cheer them and make them feel good? haha! it's really funny. Thanks for comng into my life, you gave me courage, you made me stronger, and you made me realise things. Just that. Still, sorry for being like a 'pest' to you.


Well, I really had a good time today. In the end, as usual, Melisa had to go home ASAP.....It's like history is repeating itself once every year. It was about a year ago, when Melisa, me, and her gb(Daniel), went to PCF, and in the end, she got to rush like mad to get a dress from me(for a xmas party), and home(her mum scold). =.='
I do have a post about this event in this blog. http://adelife3.blogspot.com/2008/12/fun-day.html
haha!
It's really stressing, but when we think about it again, It's quite funny and also, childish in a way. yeah! haha!


P.S.
I am loving every moment I spend with you(melisa). Thanks for being with me and giving me all the support I needed. Really, and also to others who cared for me. I am kind of speechless, and still, way way way CHILDISH!! OMG!!! It's embarassing! aw!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Back from the "zombie" zone...

TadaiIiiiima!! =.='
OKie....yesh!!
I am back!! (i guess) After about 2 months of being kinda...'crazy' and blurring the whole time, I am now back to my usual relaxed self. Yeah! Well, I still do not know what to expect, for now. I spent time today, cleaning my room=in the end, it looks more messy now. >.< I took out aLLLL my SPM books, exam papers, and just put them all in stacks(around 4). OMg....IT's really stressing.
Well, now I just need to get buyers, At least I could sell them and get back some cash$$$$$.

okie....For now, I still do not have any plans..Well, I have yet to go out for a day in the malls, or movies..or etc.etc.. There's so much in my head now that I can't really think straight yet(talking about me 'back' to myself). huuuu......Really can't believe that it's over, for good and bad.

Whenever I am doing things, I always have lots of ideas and things that I want to post here, however, I seem to be 'lost' whenever I am posting stuff. There's just too much to be done. haha! Still, I feel so blur and just blur..and am going to be blur for a really long time. =.='
Well, I am spending time now, reading NiCholas Spark's books, it's quite nice, the way and style he wrote these stories, still, after some time, I will start to feel bored with his style.LLALALAllal!

YEss INDEED! TIme flies..I remember the times when I used to admire secondary students(when I was in primary). NOw, I have completed it all! WHOA!! It's hard to believe, but it's true! (I am getting old!!???) adui!
When I always admire those older than me...haha. NOw, there are younger ones admiring me(woo!!!Though I act cool all the time) haha! great!
Well, it's time for a new chapter in my life. It will be really different. HOwever, hopefully, *set* my mind...I am ready to face all this. Friends walking in and out of your life, it's normal ya. JUst remember, to keep in touch. ^^ yesiree!

Em. Probably I will be going to KL with Melisa for some cosplay thingy(though I am not that interested, but, well, not bad..^^) and also for...ahh! JUst for the fun and to relax myself! haha! I hope to get a job next year, as wat? Well, I have been thinking about this for quite some time, still, I am so """BLURR""". Haha! I will really 'love' the boss who will actually hire me(for being patient and tolerant) =.='

Well, this is all I can post for now..**noted** I will be reading this in the future, am going to laugh at myself, shake my head and just ...watever! =.='
adui!
**beep**

P.S.
It's really weird. I actually always remember other ppl's bday. I really dislike it, I remember but rarely other remembers mine. So, I am really sorry if I actually didn't wish you(anyone, you you you, all of you) on your bday for this year on, because, I really am tired. okie?? haha! HOwever, I do feel bad for ignoring something that I actually know-still, lallla!
K fineee...

Really got tons of things to do, just do not know where to start! GOGO!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

woooooyayyy!!!

yay!! AT LAST!! SPM is OVER for me.. ^^
HOwever, I guess, my results will not be that excellent..CHEmistry was bad.>.<
OH! I can't bear to think about it anymoreE!!.

Well, directly after exams, I hanged out with my friends in our usual, Care4..HAha!
And guess wat! I got a really nice pic....And I really am going to send it to theStar! yay!


After all this, I am going to clear things up, take my driving lisence. Well, not to forget, STARWalk!!yeah..
THere are so many things to do. >.< em..
YEs yesiree...This is the moment.
I am now just speechless. I wish to go back to the past at some time, but still, it's impossible..So, LIve on! yeah!