What am I to do? What am I to think?

Well, it seems that I will not be getting my lisence that soon. It's like I really want to do so many things(like work and stuff like that). Still, it's like I can't do any! I haven't. >.<
Well, I shouldn't think too much, I should just enjoy this holiday of mine. JUst wait till next few years, I will be driving like mad(and wished that I didn't even have any lisence!!) and I will be working away(and wished that I had more more holidays).
Just that my stupid childish mind doesn't allow me to think that way. I am just blinded by the outlook of things.
I want to get lisence, I want to work, I want this and that. =.=' I guess it's normal for a teenager! =.='

aaaahhh!! Stupid me. >.< I just have to enjoy my life, no matter how it's going to be, right? hmm....

**Currently**
I have just read a NIcholas Sparks book(Message in a Bottle). em..
Well, I have also been going to malls often with my family...Lalala!.
Waw! GUess what. I am also watching a japanese drama thingy(Kimi wa Petto). Well, it's kinda funny, and I feel that the main actress looks like.........MELISA!. Wa aw! Really pretty and cool...yeah!

**Can't wait**
Will be going to KL with Melisa this week. Yes!! I am really looking forward to the trip. We'll be going to colleges, to malls(to shop for cny clothing(I can't imagine how much I am going to spend!$$$$), to some cosplay event, and yeah....etc.etc. ahh...great! ^^


P.S.
I went to Starwalk yesterday...Well, it was really packed with ppl!! WHOA!!
I am kind of speechless about it. Nyek! em..But it was fun(though I was not lucky enough to get any prizes) huhu! Haha!. BUt together with like 13000 people who also didn't get any prize, well, it's not that bad..haha!

A day with the past.

Yes indeed. I spent a day in the past. I went out with Melisa, Tofu, and KokCHian. I just don't know why I did it. It's like kinda, Too late to apologize, but I should let it go, shouldn't I? It's quite depressing...
Could anyone tolerate or think of a reason that your loved ones would do things behind your back, and acting innocent in front of you alL the while, then after admitting, asking you to forgive him/her?
Well, it goes to KokChian and Melisa.
BUt hey, Melisa, I don't mean to hurt you here again for keeping the secret that(you noe), away from me. BUt you did tell me d truth in the end. Em...HEy..I forgive you already, please don't think too much. I am just posting it as my own memory, for us.
I want you to know that I really love you, since I started to really appreciate you last time. I do not want us to be apart anymore, ok? PUt all our bad memories behind, well, we could talk about them in d future and just laugh at how childish we were, right? YEs! I love you! (really want to tell you this)

To KOk Chian, I am kind of speechless about you. I could not believe that this is happening. It's kind of stupid that after so long, we did get together again, Just because of a (bday wish). loL! it's quite sad to know that you may be going to America or some other place next time. I still, do not know what you regard me as. I was too young that time. However, from that time, I really appreciate you(that's why I got irritating to you), but I really do not know about you. Is it just a way that everyone does just to treat little sisters, just to cheer them and make them feel good? haha! it's really funny. Thanks for comng into my life, you gave me courage, you made me stronger, and you made me realise things. Just that. Still, sorry for being like a 'pest' to you.


Well, I really had a good time today. In the end, as usual, Melisa had to go home ASAP.....It's like history is repeating itself once every year. It was about a year ago, when Melisa, me, and her gb(Daniel), went to PCF, and in the end, she got to rush like mad to get a dress from me(for a xmas party), and home(her mum scold). =.='
I do have a post about this event in this blog. http://adelife3.blogspot.com/2008/12/fun-day.html
haha!
It's really stressing, but when we think about it again, It's quite funny and also, childish in a way. yeah! haha!


P.S.
I am loving every moment I spend with you(melisa). Thanks for being with me and giving me all the support I needed. Really, and also to others who cared for me. I am kind of speechless, and still, way way way CHILDISH!! OMG!!! It's embarassing! aw!!

Back from the "zombie" zone...

TadaiIiiiima!! =.='
OKie....yesh!!
I am back!! (i guess) After about 2 months of being kinda...'crazy' and blurring the whole time, I am now back to my usual relaxed self. Yeah! Well, I still do not know what to expect, for now. I spent time today, cleaning my room=in the end, it looks more messy now. >.< I took out aLLLL my SPM books, exam papers, and just put them all in stacks(around 4). OMg....IT's really stressing.
Well, now I just need to get buyers, At least I could sell them and get back some cash$$$$$.

okie....For now, I still do not have any plans..Well, I have yet to go out for a day in the malls, or movies..or etc.etc.. There's so much in my head now that I can't really think straight yet(talking about me 'back' to myself). huuuu......Really can't believe that it's over, for good and bad.

Whenever I am doing things, I always have lots of ideas and things that I want to post here, however, I seem to be 'lost' whenever I am posting stuff. There's just too much to be done. haha! Still, I feel so blur and just blur..and am going to be blur for a really long time. =.='
Well, I am spending time now, reading NiCholas Spark's books, it's quite nice, the way and style he wrote these stories, still, after some time, I will start to feel bored with his style.LLALALAllal!

YEss INDEED! TIme flies..I remember the times when I used to admire secondary students(when I was in primary). NOw, I have completed it all! WHOA!! It's hard to believe, but it's true! (I am getting old!!???) adui!
When I always admire those older than me...haha. NOw, there are younger ones admiring me(woo!!!Though I act cool all the time) haha! great!
Well, it's time for a new chapter in my life. It will be really different. HOwever, hopefully, *set* my mind...I am ready to face all this. Friends walking in and out of your life, it's normal ya. JUst remember, to keep in touch. ^^ yesiree!

Em. Probably I will be going to KL with Melisa for some cosplay thingy(though I am not that interested, but, well, not bad..^^) and also for...ahh! JUst for the fun and to relax myself! haha! I hope to get a job next year, as wat? Well, I have been thinking about this for quite some time, still, I am so """BLURR""". Haha! I will really 'love' the boss who will actually hire me(for being patient and tolerant) =.='

Well, this is all I can post for now..**noted** I will be reading this in the future, am going to laugh at myself, shake my head and just ...watever! =.='
adui!
**beep**

P.S.
It's really weird. I actually always remember other ppl's bday. I really dislike it, I remember but rarely other remembers mine. So, I am really sorry if I actually didn't wish you(anyone, you you you, all of you) on your bday for this year on, because, I really am tired. okie?? haha! HOwever, I do feel bad for ignoring something that I actually know-still, lallla!
K fineee...

Really got tons of things to do, just do not know where to start! GOGO!

woooooyayyy!!!

yay!! AT LAST!! SPM is OVER for me.. ^^
HOwever, I guess, my results will not be that excellent..CHEmistry was bad.>.<
OH! I can't bear to think about it anymoreE!!.

Well, directly after exams, I hanged out with my friends in our usual, Care4..HAha!
And guess wat! I got a really nice pic....And I really am going to send it to theStar! yay!


After all this, I am going to clear things up, take my driving lisence. Well, not to forget, STARWalk!!yeah..
THere are so many things to do. >.< em..
YEs yesiree...This is the moment.
I am now just speechless. I wish to go back to the past at some time, but still, it's impossible..So, LIve on! yeah!

...waw!!! i am on the stairway to heaven..!

woooooooooooo.... It has been really long since I last on9... Well, now, I finished taking about 7 subjects d. I still left 4, and the 3, are my worst! >.< It's coming...the climax for me in this SPM. huhu....
Hopefully i could get good results.

I can't wait for the end of this. Then, I will be able to do SOOOoooo many things(it seemed). hmm...

>.<

Omg.. I am feeling soooOO Tired..And am having a massive headache now.. >.<
Another 35days more to SPM. It's really killing me..Physically and Mentally. I really have a lot more to study...Time is really passing fast.
TOo Fast, too Soon...why....
.............I really cannot stand it anymore..I am just holding on..
Jyjy Adelyn!

Backkk here...

>.< I got my results for my trial exam...
BM-77
BI-86
MM-86
MOral-85
AM-53
Sej-66
Chem-50
Phy-55
Bio-66
Art-75
ESt-71

Sucks!! NOt even 9A's. Headache. I still have 1month++.


Btw, I failed my violin Grade6...great...>.<
haiz... =.=' I really feel tired...BUt still I have to go on..
........................Nth to say..
I thought that I can write a long post here because a lot of things happen..but still I am too tired to think too much.


Well, Tommorow, Hari Raya.Going to elyn's house. Yeah.. ^^ Then study study study..meow..

Bday!!

YEah.. I just came bck from a bday dinner with Mama(her bday coming), big kor, Yee HUi Jie, BIg JIe, and Meng meng JIe.
Guess what??? I wanted to give mama a surprise gift, which was a Banana CHoco cake from Secret Recipe. THen when I already bought the cake, I waited in d shop for Adam to come, then I felt lazy, then I walked over by myself...THen when I was at d entrance,,,,,,Long life!!! Big kor's car came in front, and my 'surprise'....EXPOSED!!! If only I waited for Adam...IT's either I was there earlier a minute, or late a minute, then it will be a surprise d. >.< haiz...Gai..
BTw, then we all went to Sakae Sushi for dinner.. ^^ It's was great.. YEah!!

Yee HUi JIe said that this will only be available for this month.? WAw.. Delicious. ^^

The 1st cake which I bought myself. ^^

Kai kai..

Well, today i went out to SC with YeeYang. ^^
We went to Nando's for lunch and for the movie 'up'. It was really nice. NIce, funny, and also sweat..=.=' haha! I also bought a new water bottle. =='



We even went to Foong's house after SC. HAha! TOday, I met Zarif(SC), Aj(at Tesco). I feel really happy today. Tomorrow, Xin Hui might come my house for me to teach her Maths. =.=' Btw, mayb tomorrow night, I am going to have dinner with my mama(bday), kor, jie jies.. ^^

HOOORay...

YAY!! The Trials are over(left moral).
Finally, it's the holilday!!
++++HOwever, I now, must really 'pia' already!! I really did bad in the exam. I will not get any A's if i continue to be so relaxed.

Btw, I just had a great time (karoake), with Melisa dear, Alvin, Otto, Adam, and Chong hao..
BUt, melisa, alvin and otto like very paise to sing, so in the end, only me, adam and Chong Hao, sang like hell!!! WHOOAAA!! ^^ haha!
I really enjoyed it, and am soo relief. huuu...
Btw, today, i really spent a lot, on karoake, and sakae(unatama don)!! HUUYOOOHH!!
-,-







Sot d. Anyway, MUgi's coming back tommorow!! I am looking forward to go out kai kai with him and Yangy. ^^

++Muaks!1 I LOVe all of you!!!

B.E.W.A.R.E

Beware of this H1N1 thingyy....that is why I am not going to school again, tomorrow and the day after. I am planning to study at home(hopefully). Btw, Many ppl were wearing face masks today, in sch. >.< creepy H1N1.


Everyday, it's so boring.....I really can't wait for my trials to finish, then I can enjoy the holidays. T-T


Waw.....En.Faizan ask me to give him my art folio. He is going to bring it to somewhere for another exhibition, again. ^^ great. I am glad that I can contribute to the sch(for art). ^^


Aaaa....It's really tiring nowadays. I am also planning to temporarily stop my music classes in October. And yesh...yesh....I am really trying my best, not to on9..But now, AIYA....Stomach painful ma..=.=''' LOL. HAHA!!


Rarely I get the permission from my dad to skip schoole. =.=' Haha!! *evil* anyway, Bernerd's acting weird d.. Aaron, U better guide him ah.. He's Asking me to be his matchmaker for he and SP. (Shhhh, do not tell him that I tell you ah...) ^^ He's always calling me Doctor(because I wore a face mask in sch today, and also his 'matchmaker', I didn't agree to be) =.=' Still, I think he should't push it too far, and try to relax more. >.< What's with all these f2 boys lah(except Aaron lah, still normal lah) JK.



Eventually, we(whoever) will all leave each other and get new friends. BAlinda's gone, to KL. I will really miss her, and keep all our memories in my heart.

I am so bad...

>.<
it's already been two day that I skipped sch. =.= LOL..
I am trying my best to study at home..>.<
Still, I can't cut down my on9 time...
>.< Stressing.
T.T Trial exam-is next week.

Great Outing!!

Yesterday, we(me, Suganya, Esh, Balinda, Rosmah, Zhi Qin, Wei Yitt, Junyi, Johnathan, Winnie, Sin yee, Avinaash, Joshua) went to SC to have lunch at Pizza Hut(it's a outing because Balinda's going to KL d).
We really had a great time. After eating, we went to buy shirts for Balinda, so that everyone in our class can sign on the shirt. It was like 13 ppl entering a shop to buy a shirt. =.= LOL.
Then, we took tons and tons of pictures, and played bumper car, and raced in the arcade. ^^
It was really really NIce and fun, it's the first time I go out with my classmates, and also in such a big group. Great!!
^^



*********goodbye fun, Hello exam!*****************=.='

LoliiPOP.

Yeah.
Yesterday, It was my sch's jogathon and Hari Kantin.
In my class, I was the only girl running. =.=' LOL. haha!!
GUess what, Pengetua even did some senamrobik. =.='
Btw, After the run, I really felt sick and luckily, my friend came and helped me buy a burger(it sucks, bitter cucumber and cold egg), in the end, he gave it to another girl because I could't take the smell and taste of the sos. Then, I ate some fruits and felt better.
Then I met Aaron, and we went to buy some food, Guess what I bought!?
I had 3 diff sizes of yogurt, a chicken kebab, roti john, spegetti, and Lolipop!
LOL. As the 'tauke lolipop', our ELS managed to sell, more than 700 lolipops, and we collected about, RM421. HOORay!! ^^


___aw... Guess what, There's this Boy(our ketua pengawas), He was playing the role or a ghost in the rumah hantu, and he got possessed. Woooo....creepy, it's because they used banana leaf without any rituals. (creepy) He came out and was doing some silat. =.='
There were a lot of things, like fear factor, and bands(noisy), and also games. Really nice, it's a pity that some ppl(most), regarded this day to be boring and didn;t even come.


Well, all I can say, I really enjoyed the day, with all my closests friends.(balinda, Esh, Suganya, aaron, Teacher NUrul(she rocks, with another teacher,they tried fear factor, holding worms and bugs and frogs and drinking mixed drinks), Pn.Jeya, etc.) I even met Krishnaveni.! I get to really enjoy myself.




Today is teacher NUrul's last day, I will miss her. I wish her all the best in the future.
It was a boring day and I went to sch just to take the Cert.(for pengerusi). =.='
There was no H1N1 talk, and it was all lucky draw, and most f5's won't get(as lazy as we are, did not even collect rm20+). =.=' Mostly f1 and f2. =.='
Haiz...
Nvm..

I will now study more..Work harder. Mayb I will not go to sch on MOnday(extra classes are starting,Sucks).


************I will miss u Balinda, and all the best to u for ur exam,I wish your daddy well, MUaks! ************** KIT(Keep In Touch)

>.< Tired...

Firstly, I would like to announce that, I won the Public Speaking for upper secondary. (means I won for Spelling Bee and Public Speaking, yEah,I got two)
Secondly, Ghazali asked me to meet him, On Monday, mayb I got some award for Hari KK. ^^
Thirdly, I already bought the lolis for sale, it's like 15cents one, but mayb we are selling one for RM1 or mayb 2 for RM1. (a lot of profit) btw, I don't know whether I bought the right type or not. =.='
Fourthly, I stopped my Art Class for one month due to my trial exams, And mayb am going to stop my Music class soon also.
Fifthly, So sorry to Adam, about yesterday, we shouldn't have sped in the school like that. =.=' Really scared loh, hopefully no one will bring that up on Monday. >.<
Sixthly, I will be so so so so busy nowadays d. >.< So, I am very sorry to my closed ones, I can't have time to accompany u guys.

++we are now using the Bilik Geografi...
Well, it's just all this.
Hari Koko, Trial exam, and ......just these two, it's already giving me so much stress. >.<

^^ waw..

Guess what.. I am the champion for SMKTHo upper secondary, SPELLING Bee, or rather should I call it Word Building Beee.. =.=' Want to know why? haha!. Well, it's a but different from what I have entered before.. It goes like this.......
It starts with the first round, a four-letter word will be given. For example, L O V E, then the next person will have to come up with another word starting with the last letter of the LOVE. And the condition, is that it must be four-lettered.

It's actually quite tough. When we were at the second round,(already 5 letter words), I got the letter M, so I said MONEY. -,-; And Suganya was beside me, and she couldn't say a 5 letter word starting with Y. awww....There's also a time limit, 7seconds.

Until the 4th round(7 letter word), everyone was out, and left me(the last to spell) and the boy before me spelled a word ending with Y.=.=' I was like OMG!! (JUSt like Karma, I did to Suganya.=.=) haha! I was just stunt, and my friends behind were like 'Habislah Adelyn'... =.=' Luckily, a word got into my mind, the last 3seconds, YAWNING!!! -,- haha!! THx god.. lOl...
Then, the final level(8 letter word), both the form4 boys failed, and I passed. ^^ thanks to my kindy days, my favourite word, ELEPHAnT. ^^

So, throughout this competition, I spelled, Pipe, Money, Scores, Yawning, Elephant. ^^ =.=' Lol... It really requires fast thinking, and a vast vocab. yeah. ^^
You can say that I am lucky also, because this(word building) is my strength, but spelling is not. haha!

And and, I am looking forward to the public speaking competition this Thursday.
++I may be performing my keyboard with some of my friends(guitarists) on Hari Kantin.
++I hate studying in the Lab, It's really back-aching. Do they really need two weeks to set up the rumah hantu?? =.='
++So sad, Aaron so bad lah, nvr join the ''word building'' also. T-T he ar..really can make someone long piak de. =.='
++gambate for exam. ^^
++Happy Bday, Adam.

yeahhhhhh.......

I started my day with Harry Potter.^^ I went to Sc to watch this movie with Alex.
Well, the movie was like, okiee, I like the special effects and graphics. ^^ really cool. Haha. HOwever, if it's for someone who doesn't read the book, the person will be soo sooosooo really, BLurr..=.= haha! It's because this movie is more of suspense, and about dumbledore being killed in the end. hhaa. it's really long, until, we didn't have the chance to eat our planned lunch, SUSHIII.. T-T sob..
So, we rushed to MCd, and bought two sets of Fillet. aw..







haha! We manages to reach Ms.Pang's house in time. We were eating our burgers in the car, it was really funny. I felt soOO Kiddy kid, ^^





At the area, it's in Philip Chang's house, And if not mistaken the teacher(anne), she was really inspiring. She's so open minded, and never gives up in teaching us, She did guide me and made playing easy, ^^ and interesting, because she will be like, "YES!! THATS IT, BEAUTIFUL". =.='
haha! Really cool, words cant describe her. ^^ I will be looking forward to meet her again, And change is all we need, Be open, be ready to change. ^^
Plus, Pop music is not good for health, =.=' I do not know how true it is, but, well, just be cautious.

She also mention that, we must not work for perfection, but work to be perfect. ^^ Really nice. Well, ok, I will not give up on my music. It's mine...I will treasure my ability. haha!

Just keep ourselves open, and be ready to learn anywhere, anytime. ^^
Btw, Thx Alex, for fetching me home. =.=' LOl...U ar, really teh with u, but your chopipn was really nice. ^^ thumbs up. ^^

Thanks A LOT.

TOday was our Hari Anugerah. At last, I managed to perform my best, with no mistakes. ^^
I would like to thank everyone for your praises and wishes. ^^ (pn.Kiran, Pn,Vejeya,all the teachers, parents, Friends, And etc..INcluding, YB Arif SHah.)

EM....

wawa. =.=' I have got so many things coming up.

1) I have got performances this Friday, for Hari Anugerah.
2) em.. MY trial exam is ccoming. T-T creepy. 10august!! And it covers everything!!!
3) Hari KK is also coming! I have to do preparations for the ELS, we are selling lolipops!!! ^^ @----
4) Next week, I am maybeee going to join the spelling bee competition and also public speaking! =.= OMG!! Many ppl's gonna join the public speaking, and I think I am the only f5. =.=' nonononononoo!!!
5) This coming Sunday, I have a MAster class to attend, and I don't know what piece to bring. >.< Alexxxx...help mie.. aw. haha!


Aw... so many... T-T
huh.. soby..


Btw, I got 94% for my paper3, Pendidikan Seni. ^^ hehe.. NIce...

Over.

It's over..My violin exam. T-T
Aw...I don't know how I did, but honestly, it was bad, I missed a lot of notes while playing. sob....
NOw, I will just wish for the best. >.<

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Aw..Should I bring my badminton racket tomorrow?? LOl...So boring, In this week, Bala and my BM teacher are not coming. LOL. always bzbzbbzbbzbz. =.='

Btw, NOrlida mj asked me to bring violin to sch tomoro. I got to bring my 3000++ violin, coz my cheaper one is being repaired. LOLLOL.... Got to really take good care of it. huhu..