A day with the past.

Yes indeed. I spent a day in the past. I went out with Melisa, Tofu, and KokCHian. I just don't know why I did it. It's like kinda, Too late to apologize, but I should let it go, shouldn't I? It's quite depressing...
Could anyone tolerate or think of a reason that your loved ones would do things behind your back, and acting innocent in front of you alL the while, then after admitting, asking you to forgive him/her?
Well, it goes to KokChian and Melisa.
BUt hey, Melisa, I don't mean to hurt you here again for keeping the secret that(you noe), away from me. BUt you did tell me d truth in the end. Em...HEy..I forgive you already, please don't think too much. I am just posting it as my own memory, for us.
I want you to know that I really love you, since I started to really appreciate you last time. I do not want us to be apart anymore, ok? PUt all our bad memories behind, well, we could talk about them in d future and just laugh at how childish we were, right? YEs! I love you! (really want to tell you this)

To KOk Chian, I am kind of speechless about you. I could not believe that this is happening. It's kind of stupid that after so long, we did get together again, Just because of a (bday wish). loL! it's quite sad to know that you may be going to America or some other place next time. I still, do not know what you regard me as. I was too young that time. However, from that time, I really appreciate you(that's why I got irritating to you), but I really do not know about you. Is it just a way that everyone does just to treat little sisters, just to cheer them and make them feel good? haha! it's really funny. Thanks for comng into my life, you gave me courage, you made me stronger, and you made me realise things. Just that. Still, sorry for being like a 'pest' to you.


Well, I really had a good time today. In the end, as usual, Melisa had to go home ASAP.....It's like history is repeating itself once every year. It was about a year ago, when Melisa, me, and her gb(Daniel), went to PCF, and in the end, she got to rush like mad to get a dress from me(for a xmas party), and home(her mum scold). =.='
I do have a post about this event in this blog. http://adelife3.blogspot.com/2008/12/fun-day.html
haha!
It's really stressing, but when we think about it again, It's quite funny and also, childish in a way. yeah! haha!


P.S.
I am loving every moment I spend with you(melisa). Thanks for being with me and giving me all the support I needed. Really, and also to others who cared for me. I am kind of speechless, and still, way way way CHILDISH!! OMG!!! It's embarassing! aw!!