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HeyO!! TOday I went down to Kampar with my friend, Emoon(with her family).
We went down to check the houses, and to book aso. Emoon's family's really cool and nice. They were friendly !! <3

Firstly we went to Ipoh area, to have breakfast(with emoon's dad de friend). We had dim sum in a really famous shop. It was really croweded(today 1st May), We had to stand beside a table to wait for ppl to finish eating, and grab the seat. =.=' Whoa..

After breakfast, we went down to Kampar to see the houses. At the beginning, we were Kind of disappointed as there were no more rooms left(the ones that we wanted) and the house, Beijing area also, fully booked d. So, we decided to go for Oxford. The Indian lady told us that's there's a house, on the same floor, there's two rooms. SO, we went for a tour, Have a look at the showrooms. It was nice, I actually had a thought of getting a single, in the end, I kind of freaked out when I looked at the single room =.=' only a window(facing the backlane), the bed, the couboard, the table and a small toilet. All cramped in a small room. I felt really weird (kind of suffocating there), then I couldn't take it and decided to share a double room with JiaFeng. Well, I don't mind, we are going to take the same foundation courses. We went around the other houses, Beijing B. Beijing B to me, was just ordinary, although it's new. HOwever, Beijing A was like KA BOOM...REALLY cool!! (later describe)

So, we agreed. When we hand over our forms to the booking counter, another Indian lady(really helpful), was shocked that we even wrote the house number in it. She then told us that there wasn't any two rooms together in the same house anymore(some1 just booked it), we were not suppose to know which house, actually. She gave a friendly reminder to the other Indian Lady not to give away house numbers nxt time(oopps!).

Then, I guess she could see how hopeful we were to get the same house, two rooms, on the same floor. THen she gave us the good news. She decided to open another new house in Beijing A!! COOL!. We could choose any room in the whole HOUSE!. We even had the chance to choose which house to Open . GREAT! So, we chose the house(after looking at it's location again, compared), 1055, in the end. We got our big balcony. Emoon's mum actually almost rented for her the room beside mine, but it was too exp(RM420). So, she took the one behind. Jia Feng and me took the one in front, with the balcony. The view from the houses, are really great! The whole Row of BEijing A houses do not face any houses anymore, instead, a really big and nice Lake+park! ah...and it's really windy also. We were actually quite happy and satisfied with the bookings after that. haha.

TADA! Elyn called me, and helped me to check the IPTA status, I didn't get it. =.=' SO, now I only left JPA but I do not see a chance in getting JPA anymore. I couldn't even get matric or IPTA! JPA? HUH!. swt. LOl...Hui Pheng from Sakae called me also, asked me whether I could go work or not, too many customers on LabouR day d. But I can't help. =(

We had light lunch in another famous restorant in Kampar. After that, We went back to Ipoh to IPoh Parade. Waw.. Ipoh was really crowded today, Jusco was so packed. In ipoh Parade, we shopped in some shops. Emoon seemed to have same taste with me. haha. We bought the same purse, the same Voir shirt, and also wanted the same sized jeans there. Unfortunately, there was only one pair left, and her mum said I should take it because she had the member card, so they could go to another VOir to buy again. hem.. So, Thx ya. ^^ It's really cool, kind of cheap too, 70% discount!! WHOA! It's a really unique bag.

>.< then we had dinner with emoon's dad's friend again...IN a nice restaurant. Ah..we were really full!! REALLY reaLLY FULL! =.=' I meant it. haha. Great day, Really enjoyed talking to Emoon also. I don't really mix with her last time, but she's really nice when you get to know her. ^^


AH.....So, Just waiting for JPA results, and that's it.
NITez, readers!


Ah.. I am now buying more shirts. ^^ especially from PDI's. ^^ I can get 40% discounts on all stuff.(my friend's working there) COol huh. ^^V

DAy trip with my besties

Today I went to the Mahindarama Buddish temple and KekLokSi with Melisa, Otto and Alvin!
It was really great and we had lots of fun, though tiring...

After reaching the Jetty in Penang island, we boarded the 203 BUs. It was really stupid as we didn't know where to stop. My dad actually asked us to stop at a bustop in front of Sri Mutiara sch, but the man in the bus station ask us to stop in Jalan Dato' Keramat.=.= Actually, Jalan Dato' Keramat is a very very long road, so....we actually went down at the early part.=.= We ended up walking all the way to the Mahindarama temple, about 2km or 3kkm???? haha! along the whole Jalan Dato' Keramat.(with the help of my GPS) >.<'' **hot whether summore**

After praying, we even got blessings from the Reverent and he change our wrist strings. After that, we were darn tired, as we waited for another bus to take us to Kek Lok Si.


The bus was really crowed...after that, We(melisa and I), had the famous laksa near Kek Lok SI. Yummy!Alvin and Otto didn't want to eat laksa, so we split.=(


We had a truely great time in Kek Lok Si, as usual, we went up to the Guan Yin, and also to the pagoda to pray.






We even wrote our wishes, and hung them on the tree..^^
Before leaving, Alvin bought about 5 or 6 of the sword??or wooden sword???=.=' hem..so we were walking around carrying weapons!!! hiyaaa!! Unfortunately, we couldn't find anything nice as a souvenir for the four of us there. nvm..We have lots of pics..^^

Although tiring, it was worth it. On the way back to the jetty, there was this creepy man who had a red eye.....He shouted and scolded a little boy who was too noisy in the bus. @>@ and he keep on staring at us, as well as other passengers.
Besides, there was this man, who came up(sat beside us), always smilling, and talking by himself, plus laughing by himself! @.@ I couldn't say that he's crazy, but I think He is also.. When we look at him, he look at us and laugh loudly, and talk by himself. @.@ after he got off the bus, he waved at us happily/madly from the outside, as he ran away.=.-'omg.. We were like...@>@ weird characters...

After that, We came back to Seberang Jaya, and went to Winter Warmers in Sunway. *.* it was my first time there, the food was sweet and nice.. ^^
Had a fantastic day!! **my leg always tiu kin** =.='

Great day

Hem..YEsh! I pass my driving test at last! ^^ I have got to meet a lot of new friends today as well.^^


At last, I am done with my Jpa INterview, my driving stuff, and my Sakae job. NOw I can and must fully concentrate on my music stuff!! jyjy!

I really feel like going out noW! I want to go to eat Sakae's buffet...>.< have a trip to penang....>.< meow!!! I want to go kek lok si.....I want to spend time chatting with my buddies..eating great food!

Moving on

herm..Yesterday has been the last day of work for me in Sakae. Ish...I really felt sad a bit, but still, I need to move on. I need the time especailly for my ATCL(piano exam).
SO, That's it. Swe Win bought for me Sakae Slippers. ^^ Love it. And TOfu gave me two cute Paos(keychain). haha.


I am now between business studies and biotechnology. I hope to get JPA scholarship(biotech). REally hope I can get it. Still praying. >.< huhu. Btw, I am taking my Driving test tommorow. ish...

HOw stupid could I be.....

JPa interview experience.

Ish..I just came back from my JPA interview. It was really not as I had expected. I went in with 2CHinese, and 2Malay.
All 5 of us had chosen different courses, me(biotech), then a chinese girl Accounts, THen there's one, engineer, law, as well as aeronautical.
When we went in, nobody dared to sit 1st(that's my plan, sit after others), but every1's waiting for each other to sit 1st!!!!
=.='

I got Panel3....
After that, there were 3interviewers, One a Doctor for 20years, an architech for 8years, and an engineer lectuter for 15years. At first we had to introduce ourselves in Bahasa...I guess I was still OKieee for that, though I used some english words as well.=.=' SWT! there's always a time limimt, so we have gota squeeze in everything..ANd they also asked about our country of choice. THx god. THx Alex Khoo and Zian and Julia for telling me bout the time thingy, or else I was actually preparing a speech! =.=' There's this Malay girl who is kinda godlike(Julia's term).=.='' ""great""


Then We were given a question bout what contributed to our interest in our chosen field. Great,,nobody wanted to start 1st, I offered to be the 1st to speak. Still, I was kind of stuck here and there. I forgot one thing, MY CAMPS!!! SHIT!. I just crapped away about my aim to improve humans lives, and stuff like that...lame answer!!....>.< haiz.. I gave a really common lame answer for this.

Others were like, their parents guided them in the field, can get money, then the godlike malay girl, was like...Law controls ppl!! =.=' waw.. And she says she wants ppl to change their viewpoint on lawyers, because if lawyers are wrong, it's GOd who will know. swt!!!! *over*

Then, they asked, Why we deserved this scholarship. =.=' I didn't have the chance to start 1st, as other ppl also wanted to start, I became the 4th in the end.(fighting begins) GOD! Every1 mentioned bout their financial problem .....I was so not prepared bout this, I was only planning to say that I have confidence that if given this scholarship, I can contribute this that blah blah....=.=; so I kinda bomb the early part, said that my dad couldn't afford me to a private college, without this, I have to go form6.(yeah rite) =.='
haha! The others were like .....*my dad's income is not stable...I am the only hope in my family..my grandma is old, my dad has hypertension=..=)....-,-; The godlike girl even cried.* !! =.='

It made me look like the richest among them..=.= sWT!. haiz...
Stil, I do feel that we, or me, Do not have any hope On getting this Scholarship, as the interviewers didn't really question us more, didn't even challenge us when we mentioned about our point of view on things, compared to what I got to hear from my other friend's interviews..>.< THey were bored, I guess.....THey just accepted whatever we say, and that's it. haiz.. *no chance*

In the end, the interviewer gave a brief speech saying that there are things in life that we want, but cannot get. So, we must learn to accept it. Even if we dun get the scholarship, we must go on into other fields. =.=' ish..guess she felt that we were too desperate.haha! I wasn't that desperate, I was too ambitious, saying that i can find a cure for AIDS and Hiv and H1N1=.=' haha!

There was no group discussion at all...ah.. (Read newspaper and find out bout extra news and stuff, also didnt use, eg.sultan name)ahah!
That's it, no extra challenging questions also(guess they were kinda bored). =.=' Just hope for the best. >.<

*pray*

BUsy DAys!

ah..After getting my SPM results, I have been soOOO busy! I had to quickly apply for watever scholarships that I can, and choose the courses I want as well. Btw, getting a B in Chemistry actually reduces my choices, especially for JPA scholarship. I cannot choose to do Medicine or even Dentistry(i want). huhu.
I can only choose either Law, Biotech or Accountancy. Besides, I will also choose business like that from other scholarships. hem.
Just apply for a lot, then pray for the best.^^


Okiee....Btw, I am having my driving test next Wednesday!! SO fast???!!! I keep on 'mati enjin' today leh...>.< too nervous I guess. huhu. Btw, I hate drivng under the hot hot Hot SUN!!! >.< I am getting a little dark after this.
Well, still, just get it done! After this busy week(schorlarships, and driving) I will try my best to fully concentrate in my piano diploma d, I really need to pass this, Or I will disappoint my parents, and waste 1k+ of money!!>.<


ANyway, treated my Sakae friends mini Cornetto, and coke, instead of KFC or Domino. swt.My superisors were like I need not waste my money on that, so, i actually do agree after thinking, so, I bought them something simple and nice. ^^ I even treated Mel and toFu in Sakae that day, ^^. HOpe that they really enjoyed it, I am so not good in this(treating ppl stuff).


Okie!! Lots of things happeing nowadays, darn busy, And I feel that I have very little time to do things. >.< haiz..JYJY!!!

SPm results!!!

hey ya.. I am back. SPM results are out!! These are my results,
Bahasa-A
English-A+
Moral-A
Sejarah-A
Maths-A+
Art-A+
AddMaths-A+
Physic-A-
Chem-B
Biology-A
EST-B+
GCE-0- A1 (this I like!!!)


I got an A for my Physics, which was unexpected, because I totally flunk on the Paper 2(left some questions). =.=' And A+ for my Add MAths!! haha. I left an essay question, =.=' waw.
And unfortunately, nobody in my sch got A for est(10ppl took), so, sad....mayb we got a really strict marker.
And I thought at least my Bm , moral, and sejarah could get an A+, but, ah...really unexpected.
I am having mixed feelings about this.
Aaa.....I am kind of not satisfied with my results though. Only 4A+.=.=' but luckly it's considered 9A's, so I can apply for most of the scholarships. yea. okie..speechless for now. I didn't expect an A for my Physics and a B for est though. >.< huhu. TIme flies.... and I will have to decide what I want to study in the future d.
Nvm!!
Btw, I made a promise to treat every1 in Sakae if I get 9A's. So, ok, I will treat them all Domino's!! yeah!! ^^ and also, a few of my friends. hem.


COngrats to all my other friends who did well too, and also to all my besties, though you feel that you didn't do well enough, ALL THE BEST TO you in the future!!


P.S.
TOfu 55 recover.

yesh yesh

I got it!! At last teacher allow me to take ATCL diploma. ah...I only got 2more months to practise and prepare myself for it, people usually take 1 year+. omg...I am crazy, as I am just starting a new piece as well. GOD!!
I must really work hard. GAMBATE!! The exam is just like a performance, where I got to dress up like a performer on stage, and when I play, it will be recorded and sent to London for a second panel of examinors. waw... creepy serious!..and it costs a lot!! 1180!
waw.. must not fail!! JYJY!!



Btw, tofu is starting work next week. hemm....yea!
Hem...there's this concert by the same team which I went last year(with Yi Wen in the lib), in March. Teacher would like me to go, I would like to go and see how people perform as well, hem...Hopefully I can get a lift from Sakae=.=' swt.

explosives in my room

omg..It just exploded. My clock/or called mini desk clock thingy, it's like a digital clock and a torchlight together, EXPLODED!!!!!!! =.='
gai loh...I saw it on the floor with scattered pieces of it everywhere even on the drawer top, piano top, bed, and even as far as 1meters across the room. When I took it up, the whole back of it was exposed and it definitely showed signs or 'explosion'.=.='
waw..great! =.='
Dangerous..I wonder whats next....=.='




Ah.....I was sick since yesterday. I went for my 1st driving lesson. It was really HOT..and I had to turn the stereng like so many time and sweat like hell there...>.< At night I went to work at Sakae..in the end, I guess I was too hot, hungry(as I ate in a rush), and had a massive headache. =.='
oh god....I am much better now d.

TIred but happy day

ah...Today was one of the best days I have ever spent with my besties. ^^
I started this lovely day with Melisa. SHe belanja me eat in Canton-i. Yummy. ^^ It was great! We ordered some kind of carp fish porrige thing..Though we felt that the carp fish balls had a little weird taste. Then we ordered some other stuff to eat together as well, including my special tea...(some jasmine and duno what other flower.) haha.


Then we went for a walk before going skating. Ah... It was kind of hard for me....>.< I fell down a couple of times and hurt my hand and also butt!! ah.. Then we(mel and I) met Alvin and his gang there also.. Then Alvin decided to join us from there(though there were some tiny complications). After that we had great fun. It was really TIRING!!! the three of us were like 3 walking zombies after that...

Then we went to Sakae for dinner, I wanted to treat this time but let that Alvin snatch d. >.< Nvm..Next time I treat them other stuff d.
After that we went to the airport to pick Melisa's mum up..And guess what, her mum called and said that she was going to arrive about 9.10. We were like shock...because Melisa thought that her mum was reaching at 8. So, we were like a 'little' too early. =.=' So, we dropped by PISA, and hung out at the swimming pool area.

Feeling exhausted(alvin slept a few times), so easy sleep de he...**
We walked around the airport, looking at the items on sale, great stuff, great prices as well. *lehhh* then we sat at MCDonald and waited.
OKie...end of story...then we picked up her mum, and aunty drove all of us back. ah...What a day.






After reaching home, I was frustrated about my piano diploma problem as I still do not have enough pieces for the time, and teacher is offering me to take another board of diploma exam in August instead of the one in May. I do not feel like taking the one in August as I do not exactly know where I will be at that time. So, I am like so stressed up, and spend time crying like a stupid baby. After that I went searching for a new piece, and decided to change pieces, so i only need to practise 4 pieces instead of 5, but I have two new pieces to work on d(cause I am going to switch the Haydn pieces). Still, I am not sure whether teacher will agree. So, I will call her tommorow asap.




i So Tired today...GUd9. *mixed feelings* about recent activities.

busy days

ah.....1st day of CNY is over... On the 1st day of CNY, as usual, we(my family and I), went on our usual visits.
ON the 2nd day, I just managed to go to my real mum's side for lunch in a seafood restoran. >.< At night, I went to work at Sakae.

OH god.. I worked on the 2nd, 3rd and 4th day of CNY! It was damn hectic, the orders came in like hell, (boWLs of orders)!!! =.=' imagine about 8 cooks cooking for 40 tables of hungry customers!! -,-; waw...
Guess what, there's a new worker recently too. And, seriously, nobody had the time to teach him, and he's damn blur..=.=' god, still, watever we try to tell him, he won't really follow also.

I had some sushi yesterday as well, I bought some for my break time, and got some extra ones foc.(i think they gave me wrongly). At night, I get to eat some for supper as well^^, before they throw good sushi away(EVERYDAY)!!! ==' oh my...What a waste....>.<

gambate!! SPM results are coming out. >.< SKED!!!

I guess I am going to use all my income on a new hp, as my recent one is giving me probs already.

After a week.

Ah... My painting look better now.


>.< YEAH!! CNY is in two days!! Still, I am working on the 2nd day of cny d(half-day). iSh ish...*.*

And am very busy nowadays due to my ATCL trinity exam....>.< huhu...

TIred day..

ah...I just painted the front door(grill). Guess what?? I painted it with my art brush. =.=' It's because the big brush is too old, and the hair keep on coming out. =.=' so, it was better using my art brush. Still, I managed to finish painting it. ^^


P.S.
Last Friday I started my art class(oil painting course). So, I am currently working on a piece(9 Japanese koi fish). ^^ It's quite complicated, but I still want to make it look good so that I can put it on display in my living room. ^^ this is how it looks like for the 1st week.=.=''



P.S.
I will be working on CNy 2nd day... Well, just half day, and the pay is double. Hem.. After more days of working, I am more used to the job d. >.< still, I am soooo baka..=.=' aw...
1) Make wasabi until cry. =.='
2) THough that we have abalone(which we do not even have!!), let Matt laugh at me nia.
3) aw....many.. =.=' Sam pat. haha.

Well, I guess it's normal when u start working, you will surely 'behsyok' some ppl. >.< Btw, MEI SUNg...don't go so early lah....>.< or not I got nobody to talk d. huhu.. Btw, Ester left to go bck pg d(same with Christine), because all the Myanmars took their Sakae exam d. >.< So, their training is completed.

Hem..What else???? Just like that then...^^ I love my job. haha!
(though sometimes customers may be too demanding and also complain. haha! It's ok though. Because the boss will scold the customers behind their backs in the kitchen.=.=')



P.S.
About my piano diploma thingy....Aw....There's so much to be done!! I need to prepare the programme notes...>.< And must be able to play all the pieces well enough to set my time before the end of february!!!! OMG!!! AHHAHAHAHAH!!!

jyjy.

Paining legs!!

YeS!!!! I worked in Sakae for 3 days already! Well, today I was late for 1 minute. So, as punishment I had to sell 10 black plates. Wheareas Mei Sung had to sell 40!! WHAO!! SO, we were like mad ppl, and of course we helped each other(like passed the papers to each other so we can have more) haha!

It was really tiring today.(LEG CRAMP D) (compared to my side job Yesterday)
Well, I feel that the people here are all very nice especially all the Myanmar
workers. ^^
(I really do not have words to describe what I have got to know, or leant, BUT am sure that I will bring forward everything with me to be good use in the future. ^^)
Hem..I have learnt quite today...Still, I feel so tired..ahh....

HOwever, honestly, I am still not used to say the welcome thingy....heh... GAmbate!
Btw, I do not know why but I always feel that Matt is against me...>.< (mayb the way he talk and look sound so creepy!!) Mayb it's jz I TERASA LAH!!! =.=' baka!


Yes!! so, the next time will be next Saturday and Sunday d.... Back to Music and Art! JYJY!

I Ra Shei Ma se!!!

AAAAAhhh.... Today was my 1st day of work in Sakae Sushi.>.<
What can I say? Well, I am like sooooOOO damn shy!! SHit lah...>.< Though I am crazy and friendly, but still, when there are sOOOO many new people, it makes me feel like aw!! so Small!..heh.
Still, it was quite okie larr.... They taught me a lot of things like...all about what I should do when customers come, and jz mostly the basics there.

Hem..it's fine lah.. haha!
hem...But swe win said that as a newcomer I am like quite good d. Coz I could take orders from customers d..>.< but it was quite tough as I am not sure with the sushi food yet(menu).
heh..........

*got an ice-cream after work*yum*
Slowly, hopefully I can do better and cope with it. Tommorow(Saturday), will be really really bzbzbbzbzbzbbzz...SO jyjy gambate!! ^^

I can't really describe what happened today, but I guess and am sur that I learnt quite a lot today(did i???). ^^

Surprised Myself!

Ahhh.....Today I went job Hunting!! Around Sunway area..I filled in forms in Win WIn CT, Kenny ROdgers, and got turned down by a few(no more vacancies). As the job I expect to get is only part time...and on Sats and Suns. SO, many shops do not want that.....
In the end, I got accepted in Sakae Sushi!!! waw!! But the job's demanding..The lady was very strict and told me about all the hard chores to do there(carry many many plates). =.='
I was told to have my hair tied into a bun(i am worried bout my straightened hair!!!), wear black shoes and socks, and also their uniform!!
I will only gt my payment at the end of the month, 1 hour is RM5. hem...quite good, but a really demanding job for an inexperience worker!
HOwever, I am sure that I will get Lots of experience working there compared to other shops or jobs. It will really be challenging for me. >.<

SO, here I come!! SAKAE SUSHI!! ^^



P.S.
I pass my undang test with 48/50. ^^

>.< meaningless day...

TOday I woke up early in the morning to take my undang test. Well, it was really a waste of time there....I waited from 8am until 12noon+++!!!!
I do not know what's the problem but it seems that our(me, another two boys) names cannot go through the computer system..so, we cannot take the test and had to wait and wait... In the end, the uncle came to bring us home without taking. >.<

Really, I came back tired, slept, and now, on9. See, a precious day gone, I have no mood for anything as my mind is all on UNDang....>.< haizzz...
WHo to blame??? Everyone blames the computer system, said that it was too slow, and too many ppl, so it's jammed up. I don't know!! Mayb it's my sch's fault too??? haiz...
well, whatever it is...I might take it tomorrow or nxt week...(feeling down), I wanted to finish it as fast and do some other stuff.>.< haiz...

Well, I am currently looking for a part-time job as I do not have time(have to practise for my diploma and violin exam). This Satuday Adam and I are going to check out the sampling jobs(only Sat and Sun).

Ahhhh.....what a tiring day(did nothing beneficial). I am really slacking nowadays..>.< haiz..
GOGO!! I need to do something more beneficial, and STOP BEING LAZY!!! arghhhh!!!!

Wake UP!!


P.S..Tomorrow MORNING again...I will be going to take the Undang test..>.< =.=' But in a different place...Bukit Tengah. AH....

There's a lot more....

YES!!
I still have to learn, and keep on learing!!

Recently I have been to KL. I wen t down to spend the holidays with my cousin(Camilia) and others as well.
Em..I had a great time, and I learnt a lot as well. I even went to Melacca, to visit my Uncle(a monk). Wish him healthy.
NOw I am back to Bw....I got to really sell and give my books away, learn Mandarin(going for classes), Take My driving lisence, Work for my diploma in piano, Grade6 violin, Grade8 theory, and probably work also.

Lots of things to do and learn. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Btw, I had my hair and brows done. Ina Jie brought me to do my hair(lady gaga's japanesse style) waw!! And Ah Fong jie did y brows, just a simple pattern..>.<

After so two long trips away from home alone(without parents), I got to learn lots of things. I still need to improve my social skills, although I can talk a lot, but when I am with ppl who I am not used to, I will be as quiet as a mouse!! oh NOOOO...It's bad... haizz...
So, I still got to jy jy!!!
GOGO!!

LOng Holidays are great!

I was back from KL just last Wed. TOmorrow I will be going there again(this time following my family members). ^^

I just love it. I recently attended a Christmas Party in JOshua's house. It was great, as most of my school mates were there as well. We really had fun(played games, had a nice meal, and singing songs).

Yes...I will be going down again, this time till January 6(i guess).
Will be celebrating New Year, Camilia jie jie's organising a party! It will surely be a fun and great one, i am sure.

Next year, I will be taking my diploma for piano, and continueing my violin(g6, aftr i failed tis year). Then I will also be taking my driving lisence, and most probably try to get a part time job also. ^^


Really can't wait to go. Still, I also miss home a lot. >.<
hem.....With all these activities, I will not be so lonely and think about the sad things anymore. I still feel kind of lonely.


ah...Nvm. TIme passes.
^^